My heart is aching
I have so many ideas, emotions....thoughts in my head and I can't get them out
I am at the edge of a cliff
Ready to jump
But my body will not move
I know that only I can conquer this
I know that only I can make the changes in my life that need to be made
I am so scared
I am willing to put these thoughts on paper
But why not my story
Did you know that I have a story to tell you
However, I do not want you to read it
I do not want to bare my soul to you
Oh, to be naked in front of strangers
My transparent skin revealing raw and true emotions
I feel that I have changed
I can no longer settle for the life I am currently living
I will still wait
I will wait for my moment
I will wait for fate to make its devine intervention
I need to write my thoughts.....if only to survive
I need to write my story......if only to have you read