Searching

Underneath this dirty surface
I look for truth
I search for balance
yearn for freedom
I wake from this coma and you are still by my side
You are silent

My hands rip through the tension
My eyes burn through the tears
My arms hold a ghost
Transparent

You are not true to your heart
You suffer through the indulgence of untruths
Alone
You wait

Alone
I search
I seek refuge
I need guidance
I reach for the hands of God
I walk away

Still searching....